My Jesse..... It has been awhile since I've visited this site, but you are ALWAYS in my thoughts, in my heart. As time has passed, I am healing but the scar of your loss I will carry forever. I am starting the nursing program soon, and one of the fields I want to work in is NICU/PICU. After those terrible days in the hospital, I believe I have what it takes to care for these sweet innocents and their families. It won't be an easy place to work, that's for sure, but I will have a profession where I make a difference... I have belonged to a support group of grieving Aunties since I lost you - they helped me so much when my loss was new and so raw and painful - now I am the one giving comfort to the new members. That is part of your legacy Jesse, touching so many lives while you were here, and so many to come. I Love You sweet baby boy, you are forever in my thoughts and heart. Your Auntie