I've only met you at Alice and Pete's wedding, but know grandpa Pete much better. I think what you both are going through is the single hardest thing for a human to go thru. I am so very sorry! You are in my prayers so much these days. I have always thought that young souls like this are so very special that for some reason, beyond our comprehension, they don't have to go thru this difficult life; they get a "free" pass so to speak, as this is a difficult world for our development of the soul for the next world. I believe these souls that die so young needed to exist and made only possible by the two special people only the two of you could make. We are told that this life is so small compared to the real life thru out the worlds of God. So in that sense,you will always be connected through the worlds of God. And in that holds some hope for peace.I lost my brother when he was very young and a few weeks later he showed me how happy and how much better off he was, so it gave my heart some peace. But when ever Ive needed him in the last 40 years, he has always helped me from the other side. In real ways that is too long to put here. This is way beyond any of our comprehension but I know God is just and that is the only way you will be able to survive this in the real sense. If there is any thing that we can do for either of you, please know we are here. Much love and prayers, Cindy and Peter Catches, Pine Ridge, South Dakota